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1. My weight. I would like to be 131 pounds lighter. I would settle for being 86 pounds lighter.
2. The state of my career. I want to make a name for myself. I'd like to be well-known in the Vermont library community, but I'd also like to speak at regional or national conferences.
3. The PTSD. I would like to get to a point where I'm okay with what happened, with what I do and do not remember. I'd like to be able to get some peace while not being able to remember the man's face. I'd like to try to stop remembering and just become okay.
4. I spend WAY too much money. If I saved half of the money I spend on unnecessary items, I would have enough for a second vacation this year.
5. My anxiety. It's much better than it was, but it's still pretty bad.
6. I'm lazy about Lemon. It truly is too cold to take him out, but I don't know if I would if it weren't. I don't do much in terms of playing with him or training him. I basically just give him a rawhide and go to bed when he's done chewing on it.
7. I'm too scared to start exercising. It's bullshit, I know it's bullshit, but I can't help it.
8. I've been having "stomach strugs" (constipation) for over a year.
9. I don't have very many friends. I have wonderful amazing close friends, but only like four of them. I want to have more friends so more people come to my parties.
10. I don't know how to make friends. See anxiety (above).
11. My dependence on my parents.
12. I feel like I'm a really lazy person. I'm hoping 101 Things in 1001 Days will help change that!

I might think of more, but honestly, there aren't that many glaringly obvious ones, and why would I sit around and wrack my brain trying to think of reasons I suck, when I could be making a list that makes me feel really positive?
  Posted 5 years ago
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Wrote this one on my Livegerbil.