Having read Getting To Do, sex is absolutely ruined for me. I do not know how to differentiate between sexual attraction and real feelings of love or attachment. And this is what's keeping me from going for it when the perfect opportunities had presented themselves. Regret!
I really hope to meet someone i'm attracted to enough to want to have sex with them. I will try not to get too much in my head about it and just do it. I think that meeting NLR sort of put me on the spot to have courage to do this. We didn't do it, but I feel like I'm half way there. I hope the perfect opportunity presents itself really soon, just like it did the other two previous occasions. I just know it will happen (less) (less)

Having read Getting To Do, sex is absolutely ruined for me. I do not know how to differentiate between sexual attraction and real feelings of love or attachment. And this is what's keeping me from going for it when the perfect opportunities had presented themselves. Regret!
I really hope t (...more)

Having read Getting To Do, sex is absolutely ruined for me. I do not know how to differentiate between sexual attraction and real feelings of love or attachment. And this is what's keeping me from going for it when the perfect opportunities had presented themselves. Regret!
I really hope t (...more)