How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are? 17
Which is worse, failing or never trying? never trying
If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do? One of the reasons is because of capitalism - the society puts restrictions on us so we have to behave in certain ways that benefit the upper class in order for us to survive. Other oppressions also come into play - racism, misogyny, homophobia, transphobia etc. We also do things out of a sense of duty or care, to help other people out because we want them to be happy and comfortable. Sometimes it can be out of fear too - our survival instincts are suspicious towards anything that is unfamiliar in case it is unsafe.
When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? How is ths is measured? Speaking is doing something, so they are not mutually exclusive. If speaking is doing something, and we do other things besides speaking, then we will always do more than we speak.
What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world? Oppression in terms of human rights, financial, war etc.
If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich? Acting, music, writing, anything to do with vintage fashion.
Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing? Currently, we are in the middle off the COVID pandemic, I believe staying at home will keep myself and others safe so yes I am doing what I believe in.
If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently? I would maybe spend money more quickly because it wouldn't have to last as long.
To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken? I have controlled it as much as I am able, but most big things have been dictated by chance or other people.
Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things? I get caught up in doing things right. It is hard to figuring out what the right things to do are sometimes but I am getting better at that.
You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do? Say I understand how they feel but try and give them an insight into why she is actually a nice person. Say it makes me feel uncomfortable to talk about it.
If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be? Reach out if you need help. We need other people.
Would you break the law to save a loved one? Yes
Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity? No, I've always appreciated creativity.
What’s something you know you do differently than most people? My attitude to dating, marriage and babies. I know they are not necessary and they are not a priority to me. They are to most people.
How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy? Because we all have different experiences in life that cause us to develop different psychological processes and cause us to find value in different things.
What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back? Be in a show on the West End. COVID, drama schools, casting directors are holding me back.
Are you holding onto something you need to let go of? The people I used to be close to. I need to move on and accept that those relationships are over.
If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why? I would like to move to Holland. They appear to have a very open and laid-back society, and they value the arts a lot. It is quite socialist in its values.
Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster? No
Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton? Joyful simpleton
Why are you, you? Because of my past experiences that have informed the way I have developed
Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend? No
Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you? Losing touch with a friend who lives near
What are you most grateful for? My access to information
Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones? Never be able to make new memories
Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first? No
Has your greatest fear ever come true? Yes - someone close to me dying
Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now? Yes, it matters very much. It has dictated the way in which my entire life has gone.
What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special? 13th Birthday, spending time with Finn. One of the only days I ever remember feeling cared for and comfortable with someone who seemed to actually want to be around me and spend time with me.
At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive? Summer of 2017. I had so much joy and felt so confident in myself.
If not now, then when? When COVIDS over!
If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose? The progress I've made so far.
Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever? No
Why do religions that support love cause so many wars? Because the idea of power is ingrained in their very core, to the point that this is what they are truly about. They aren't about love they are about power, control, ownership and worship. These concepts can easily be reframed.
Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil? No, however you can know your own moral compass.
If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job? I would quit one of my jobs! I would invest it in other work I want to do.
Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing? More work I enjoy doing
Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before? Yes! Thank you COVID!
When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in? A month or so ago? The idea that I could take my showreel into my own hands.
If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today? Emma, Jake, my parents, Finn.
Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous? No
What is the difference between being alive and truly living? The ability to experience. Experiencing many different activities, relationships, feelings etc.
When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right? If you know it's right then do it anyway. Otherwise, when the reward is greater than the risk.
If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake? Because they can put our lives in danger, they can diminish everything we've worked towards so far, because they can hurt other people. Just because you didn't mean to do harm doesn't mean you didn't do any.
What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you? Have more sex and relationships. Say how I really felt. Be honest. Be vulnerable
When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing? Yesterday
What do you love? Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love? Acting and theatre. Yes, I've applied to many jobs and worked on creating my own work. My dog - yes, we arer having a cuddle right now. My friends - yes I have messaged many of them back two days ago.
In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that? No, No and No. I don't even remember now my love.
Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you? A mixture of both! I am following COVID laws which are made for me. I am making the most of my time which is made for myself. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are? 17 Which is worse, failing or never trying? never trying If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do? One of the reasons is because of capitalism - the society puts restrictions on us so we have to behave in certain ways that benefit the upper class in order for us to survive. Other oppressions also come into play - racism, misogyny, homophobia, transphobia etc. We also do things out of a sense of duty or care, to help other people out because we want them to be happy and comfortable. Sometimes it can be out of fear too - our survival instincts are suspicious towards anything that is unfamiliar in case it is unsafe. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? How is ths is measured? Speaking is doing something, so they are not mutually exclusive. If speaking is doing something, and we do other things besides speaking, then we will always do more than we speak. What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world? Oppression in terms of human rights, financial, war etc. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich? Acting, music, writing, anything to do with vintage fashion. Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing? Currently, we are in the middle off the COVID pandemic, I believe staying at home will keep myself and others safe so yes I am doing what I believe in. If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently? I would maybe spend money more quickly because it wouldn't have to last as long. To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken? I have controlled it as much as I am able, but most big things have been dictated by chance or other people. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things? I get caught up in doing things right. It is hard to figuring out what the right things to do are sometimes but I am getting better at that. You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do? Say I understand how they feel but try and give them an insight into why she is actually a nice person. Say it makes me feel uncomfortable to talk about it. If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be? Reach out if you need help. We need other people. Would you break the law to save a loved one? Yes Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity? No, I've always appreciated creativity. What’s something you know you do differently than most people? My attitude to dating, marriage and babies. I know they are not necessary and they are not a priority to me. They are to most people. How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy? Because we all have different experiences in life that cause us to develop different psychological processes and cause us to find value in different things. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back? Be in a show on the West End. COVID, drama schools, casting directors are holding me back. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of? The people I used to be close to. I need to move on and accept that those relationships are over. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why? I would like to move to Holland. They appear to have a very open and laid-back society, and they value the arts a lot. It is quite socialist in its values. Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster? No Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton? Joyful simpleton Why are you, you? Because of my past experiences that have informed the way I have developed Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend? No Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you? Losing touch with a friend who lives near What are you most grateful for? My access to information Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones? Never be able to make new memories Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first? No Has your greatest fear ever come true? Yes - someone close to me dying Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now? Yes, it matters very much. It has dictated the way in which my entire life has gone. What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special? 13th Birthday, spending time with Finn. One of the only days I ever remember feeling cared for and comfortable with someone who seemed to actually want to be around me and spend time with me. At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive? Summer of 2017. I had so much joy and felt so confident in myself. If not now, then when? When COVIDS over! If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose? The progress I've made so far. Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever? No Why do religions that support love cause so many wars? Because the idea of power is ingrained in their very core, to the point that this is what they are truly about. They aren't about love they are about power, control, ownership and worship. These concepts can easily be reframed. Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil? No, however you can know your own moral compass. If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job? I would quit one of my jobs! I would invest it in other work I want to do. Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing? More work I enjoy doing Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before? Yes! Thank you COVID! When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in? A month or so ago? The idea that I could take my showreel into my own hands. If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today? Emma, Jake, my parents, Finn. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous? No What is the difference between being alive and truly living? The ability to experience. Experiencing many different activities, relationships, feelings etc. When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right? If you know it's right then do it anyway. Otherwise, when the reward is greater than the risk. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake? Because they can put our lives in danger, they can diminish everything we've worked towards so far, because they can hurt other people. Just because you didn't mean to do harm doesn't mean you didn't do any. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you? Have more sex and relationships. Say how I really felt. Be honest. Be vulnerable When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing? Yesterday What do you love? Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love? Acting and theatre. Yes, I've applied to many jobs and worked on creating my own work. My dog - yes, we arer having a cuddle right now. My friends - yes I have messaged many of them back two days ago. In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that? No, No and No. I don't even remember now my love. Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you? A mixture of both! I am following COVID laws which are made for me. I am making the most of my time which is made for myself.

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